Posts Tagged ‘Willard Espy’

Dreams, Choices, Bottom Lines

Friday, April 19th, 2013

1975, Nov. 24, Publicity Shot for Words at PlayYesterday’s mail brought the unwelcome news that my book about Willard Espy “in its current form is not one that fits the current WSU Press publishing goals.”  The letter, while disappointing in the extreme, contained good news as well as bad.  Or at least it seemed so to me.

Editor Robert Clark went on to say, “What you have given us is a charming, personal history of the Espy family and the town of Oysterville, with Willard at the center of the story.”  YES!  I’m so glad they ‘got’ that!  That was the point of the book.

In fact, Mr. Clark’s description is a very succinct version of what I, myself, had written in my initial proposal to WSU Press:  “Espy’s Own: Willard of Oysterville” is part biography, part memoir, part recollection and part historical narrative.  It is the story of author Willard Richardson Espy’s relationship to Oysterville, the tiny southwest Washington village where he grew up in the early decades of the twentieth century and where he was to spend many of the most important intervals of his next 88 years.

Book Cover for Dear MedoraMy intent (and the main reason for submitting the book to this particular publisher) was to write Willard’s biography in such a way that it would become a companion piece to Dear Medora:  Child of Oysterville’s Forgotten Years.  That book was published by WSU Press in 2007.  Unfortunately, it has sold sparingly; it hasn’t flown off the shelves.  It is definitely a “niche book” and, no doubt, was an unusual choice for an academic press.  Perhaps the fact that they had a different editor then had bearing on that decision.

According to reviewers, the charm of Dear Medora is its personal touch.  It gives readers an insider’s view of the Espy family and of Oysterville in the early twentieth century.  Ironically, this was at the heart of Mr. Clark’s objection to the manuscript about Willard:  “These personal memories, combined with family stories and excerpts from family correspondence, have a rather narrow focus, and no doubt would be of most interest to family and friends.”

He goes on to suggest that I consider rewriting the book along the lines of a “more traditional biography” or, barring that choice, to look at the possibility of self-publishing.  Or, as a third alternative, he says, WSU could serve as a “book packager” providing “editing, design, layout, and production services, and deliver to you any number of books you wish to distribute.”

Of course, the bottom line is money.  If Dear Medora had made more money for them… If marketing and distribution weren’t so spendy… If I had the financial ability to self-publish a book with the look and feel I envision… Or, I could bite the bullet and rewrite.

Perhaps my thoughts will clarify as my disappointment dissipates…

The Bother of January

Tuesday, January 8th, 2013

I grew up thinking of January as a long, dark penance between Christmas and my birthday at the end of February.  These days it seems even darker and, actually, it is, given the contrast in day length between the Bay Area of California and Oysterville.  But now I can substitute “dreary” for “long.” As I age, the days pass more quickly but they are definitely colder, rainier and grayer here on the northwest coast.

In Oysterville, not much happens in January.  Most of the part-time residents are elsewhere.   The rest of us stick our noses outdoors on an ‘as needed’ basis – to get the mail, to restock the pantry or, for some, to walk the dog.  Or, in our case, to feed the chickens.  Days and weeks go by without seeing neighbors. Visitors to the church and village slow to one or two cars a day.

In the “Introduction” to his Oysterville book, Willard wrote:  In January, tens of thousands of brant, a seaweed-eating goose, lined the edge of the tide.  Their quacking was as mournful, and interminable as a Greek chorus.  About that I can only say “some things don’t change.”

Yesterday, between rain squalls, I took a walk around our garden looking for signs of hope.  There weren’t many yet, except for hundreds of still-tight buds on the camellia bushes.  They’ll be blooming by my birthday at the end of February – definitely a reward for the bother of January!

Fifty Shades of Pubic Hair

Monday, December 24th, 2012

Yesterday on NPR’s “Weekend Edition Sunday” host Rachel Martin talked with book critic Ron Charles of The Washington Post about the literary and linguistic phenomena which have sprung from the ‘romantic’ (some say “soft porn”) novel, Fifty Shades of Grey.  They talked about all the spin-offs – the articles, commentaries, and books that are Fifty Shades of Nearly Everything – of Tax Reform, of Grey Matter, of Santa, of Crazy.

What interested me most about the discussion was the information about the book’s beginnings as an e-book, that it went viral because of fan blogs and that each member of the publishing company is getting a $5,000 Christmas bonus!  In a climate in which many publishers are collapsing completely, the latter bit of news seemed huge.

So, of course, my thoughts went like this:  “I have a blog.  Perhaps I should rename it ‘Fifty Shades of Oysterville’ and put a kinky spin on it.  The goings on behind closed doors (or drawn blinds) in our little village, even historically, might increase readership and, somehow generate a bit of income…”

I could start things off with this excerpt from my Uncle Willard Espy’s 1977 book, Oysterville, Roads to Grandpa’s Village:

Aunt Dora justified the bawdiest story she ever told me as proof that even the most unregenerate sinner can be saved.  A certain Oysterville blade, she said, for years had been exceptional in his amorous successes, even against seemingly insuperable obstacles; if his current fancy was wife of the local Methodist minister, that only made the challenge more exciting.  His lack of fastidiousness gave him a head start; it mattered not a whit to him whether the female he was stalking was thin or stout, pocked or clear, red or white, young or old, wanton or virtuous.  The pleasure of the chase was all, and his percentage of successes was acknowledgedly phenomenal. To commemorate each new conquest he was in the habit of clipping off and binding with a thread a snippet of his love’s pubic hair.  These he kept in a brown paper sack, which on request he would produce for his friends, identifying the source of each snippet by its straightness, kinkiness, coarseness, fineness, or color.  The snippets ran the spectrum; some were golden, some brown, black, red, grizzled, or gray, and a surprising number white.  One youth was incensed to find a sorrel-colored specimen attributed to his own fiancée, whose hair happened to be a mouse brown; he charge that the hair had been clipped from a local horse, and a stallion at that.  But on his wedding night he found that her lower growth was as handsomely sorrel as the stallion’s.

When the brown paper sack was finally full, the young blade, by then less young, buried it in a secret place, married a fourteen-year-old virgin, and became a deacon.

If only Aunt Dora were still around!  I’m sure she had other almost-as-good tales of the same ilk.  Surely, “Fifty Shades of Oysterville” would put the village on the map and my bank balance on less precarious footing!

Every Writer Needs A Cuzzin Ralph!

Monday, December 3rd, 2012

Until his death in 1999, my uncle Willard Espy was the go-to person in our family with regard to Espy and Richardson history.  Willard had spent three-quarters of his life chasing our forebears back through time – in some cases back to the sixteenth century.

No one in Willard’s direct line inherited his passion for genealogy but, fortunately, I have a somewhat distant relative who is not only interested, but has a mathematical mind and a natural instinct for accuracy.  So, as I approach readiness to send my manuscript concerning Willard’s life to the publisher, I thought it might be wise to first run it by Cuzzin Ralph (a self-designated moniker that I love!).

Ralph is my third cousin twice removed so we have to go back several generations to find a common ancestor.  Nevertheless, he is very familiar with our line and with Willard’s work on it.  Though Ralph lives in Virginia, he comes to Washington State several times a year to visit family and we have spent many enjoyable hours talking about genealogical matters.

What’s more, Ralph has a mind like a steel trap.  In 2008 he was out here for the Christmas holidays and I asked if he could spare a few days to work with me on processing Willard’s archive for the Washington State Historical Society.  I was approaching the end of a year-long project and it happened that Ralph’s time here coincided with my organization of Willard’s genealogical research.

In the years since that time, Ralph has often referred (with absolute clarity of memory) to what he saw and read during his short access to the files.  I, on the other hand, am consistently fuzzy with regard to names, dates, and relationships, though I have spent years working with the same information.  So, a month or so ago, when I became satisfied that my memoir/biography of Willard was nearing first-draft stage, I asked Ralph if he would be willing to read it, particularly with regard to accuracy of family information.

His commentary – two-plus, single-spaced typewritten pages organized according to chapter and page – is extraordinary!  One example concerns my own parents’ marriage date which I had mistakenly said was December 31, 1932.  Ralph’s comment:  Dale and Bill married Dec 30, 1932 in South Bend.  This is straight from the marriage certificate online at the Washington Sec of State Archives.

I’m never quite clear what Ralph did for a living before he retired.  I think he was a civilian contractor for the navy doing something that involved mathematics and engineering.  Whatever his life’s work was, it must have caused him to hone his research skills and develop his natural proclivity for accuracy to a fine degree.  I could not have chosen a better reader/editor for this early draft.

How lucky I am!  Every writer should be blessed with a Cuzzin Ralph!

“I told you so!”

Monday, November 19th, 2012

I can hear my mother’s admonishing voice saying, “When you speak, speak the truth but don’t always speak.”  I’m quite sure that she would consider any thoughts following the words “I told you so” right up there with what should remain unsaid.  But… I always was a ‘handful’ when it came to following good advice.  And, having long since passed the three-quarters of a century mark, I’m tired of ‘sucking it up’ and ‘moving on’ and all those other well-meaning but totally inane bits of advice.

On this morning following our second and last (certainly for me) performance of “Shoalwater Shenanigans,” I feel compelled to say that the venue at Fort Columbia, as I predicted way last  Spring, was a huge mistake for this show.  My argument was that the show “belonged” in Oysterville because 1) it is based on the words of Willard Espy, Oysterville’s most famous native son;  2) the subject matter was centered on pioneers mostly buried at the Oysterville Cemetery;  and 3) the performance was designed for the Oysterville Church.

My voice was overruled by the Director and the PAPA people who have a vested interest in the theater at Fort Columbia.  The main argument seemed to be that it would give an opportunity for people (hoards, it seemed) from the south end of the peninsula to attend.  Hmmm.  At the three performances at the 120-seat Oysterville Church we played to capacity audiences.

Sunday’s performance at the 75-seat Fort Columbia had 35 audience members by one count, 25 by another.  Of those I knew in the audience, at least four had come from the north end of the peninsula because they’d been otherwise occupied on Saturday and couldn’t attend in Oysterville. Another five or six were ‘worker bees’ who were at both shows, anyway.  Several were relatives of the cast members and had also been at both performances.  One woman was a friend of mine from Astoria.  That didn’t leave a very big “hoard” from the south end of the peninsula.

Granted, the weather was nasty and the parking at the Fort is not only a considerable distance from the theater, but is up quite a steep hill – not user friendly for actors or audience.  Fortunately, because of Nyel’s bad leg and cane, we were allowed to park fairly nearby in the handicapped space, but even so…

Still, I don’t think I would have complained (out loud and in print, I mean) if it hadn’t been for my personal blue light fiasco.  Actors were asked to be in their places, costumed and made up, two hours before curtain time so that the lighting man and the director could give us our lighting cues.  (I have to say here that in the 100 plus performances of other shows I’ve done in several dozen venues from the Seattle Folk Festival to Cannon Beach’s Coaster Theater, this last minute lighting direction was a first.)

For one of my bits – the one where the Reverend and Mrs. Crouch approach center stage together in the second act – I was to ‘find’ the blue light.  A piece of masking tape was placed on the floor to assist me.  Okay.  However, when the time came – after intermission and a set change—a table covered my tape and, in order to “find” my light, I would have had to stand on the table.

Nyel told me later that I delivered my Sarah Crouch speech in the dark.  “Well, there was a little blue light on your right shoulder, but otherwise you were probably invisible.”  Oh well… at least I can’t be faulted for seeking the limelight – or in this case any light at all.

I went home with a sour taste in my mouth for which I am very sorry.  As I put my copy of Willard’s “Skulduggery on Shoalwater Bay” back on the shelf, I wondered how long it would be before I was tempted to re-read any of it.  A long time I fear…  I also wondered (briefly) if anyone would have the grace to say (publicly and in print) “you were right.”

Places, Everyone!

Saturday, November 17th, 2012

This is one of those days I wish I could clone myself.  No matter how hard I try, I cannot quite visualize what the audience is seeing when I am on stage and it’s me they’re looking at.  Of course, in the case of this weekend and our two performances of “Shoalwater Shenanigans,” my fondest desire is that they don’t see me at all.

When it’s my turn to be front and center, I hope I the audience sees instead, Alvira Stevens, Sarah Crouch, and Mona Espy.  Those are the three characters that I am interpreting – mostly through their words rather than through any serious transformation of myself.  Actually, they are Willard Espy’s words from his book Skulduggery on Shoalwater Bay.

The show, as first conceived by Sandy Nielson, was to be a reader’s theater presentation.  Actors would have scripts in hand and would suggest the personality of each character by voice inflections and perhaps with a simple costume piece or two – a hat, a shawl, an apron.  It would be presented at the Oysterville Church and, given the limited stage facilities, the action was designed accordingly.  Low-key, you might say.  That was more than a year ago and, as we all know, stuff happens..,

Gradually, the show has  morphed into something else.  Soon after the cast was selected, it was decided that we would learn the lines and leave our scripts behind.  As time went by,, entrances became more complicated, costumes more elaborate, and when the Fort Columbia venue was added this year, lights came into play.  Too, there are a few changes in the cast which also makes for a new feel to the show.

Anyone who has been involved with live theater knows, of course, that every performance of a show is different.  Even the audience (probably especially the audience)  and their reactions change what happens on stage.  So, it is with some trepidation that Alvira, Sarah, Mona and I are looking forward to our performances today and tomorrow.  I have little doubt that the other characters and their actors feel the same way.

Coming Soon to a Theater Near You!

Monday, November 12th, 2012

Once again, “Shoalwater Shenanigans” is all costumed and rehearsed and ready for presentation.  It’s a new production of last year’s very well-received show about long dead people of the peninsula.  I say “new,” not only because with live theater every show is new, but also because this year’s “Shenanigans” features some interesting cast changes plus one additional venue.

As those who saw it last year remember, the show involves ten actors who present thirty-some historic characters.  While the names of a few are familiar to the history buffs in the audience, most people are meeting them for the first time.  However, the actor presents each old-timer is probably the impression that will be left.

I think that I am one of the few people who really knew any of these stalwart personages.  One is my aunt, Mona Espy, who died in 1972.  As it happens, I am the one who portrays her and, after our productions last year, several people asked me if that’s the way Mona “really was.”  My answer was straight from the words she speaks on stage, “I don’t think so, but I don’t know.”

Acting (at least in my mind) isn’t about replicating – it’s about interpreting.  And in the case of “Shoalwater Shenanigans” we are interpreting the words of Willard Espy who wrote about all of these marvelous folks in his book Skulduggery on Shoalwater Bay: Whispered up from the Graves of the Pioneers.

  This year, we have two actors new to the production and between them they play four parts.  Each of them brings their own interpretation, their own energy, and their own physical presence to bear on the characters they ‘become.’  It changes things for all of us in subtle ways I don’t begin to understand.  I believe it comes under that general heading “The Magic of Live Theater.”

The biggest change, of course, and the one which will potentially make the show feel different, is the addition of the Fort Columbia Theater as a second venue.  The first presentation, next Saturday, November 17th at 2:00 will be at the Oysterville Church which was the scene of both productions last year.  On Sunday, November 18th, another matinee will be held at the newly refurbished theater at Fort Columbia.

My fondest desire is to hear next week from someone who has seen it in both places.  I am, of course, totally biased in favor of the Oysterville venue but, just as the characters, themselves, resonate differently for each of us, so the venue is viewed through the eyes of each beholder.  We all hope for Standing Room Only in both places!

Center Stage in Oysterville and Beyond

Monday, October 8th, 2012

On Saturday the cast of “Shoalwater Shenanigans” gathered over at the church to begin rehearsing for our November performances. It was our first get-together and run-through of the show in almost a year. Some of us were letter-perfect in our lines; some of us not so much! I was somewhere in between. On a scale of one to ten, I’d give myself a seven.

Our director, Sandy Nielson, was unflappable and encouraging as always. Sandy is all about ensemble. She takes (no, actually solicits) suggestions from each of us and asks the entire group to weigh in on the big decisions like where our performances will be. Last year we did a matinee and an evening performance at the Oysterville Church. This year looks to be different.

There are definite pros and cons to doing both shows in Oysterville. I felt strongly that since Shenanigans is based on Willard Espy’s book, Skulduggery on Shoalwater Bay (Whispered Up from the Graves of the Pioneers) which was, in turn, inspired by Willard’s fondness for the Oysterville Cemetery, that the Oysterville Church was the natural venue. Plus, the ambiance of the church at night by candlelight gives an ambiance that is wonderful under any circumstances, but was perfection for “Shoalwater Shenanigans.”

A few others felt as I do but those on the ‘con’ side won out. They were concerned that Oysterville is so far for audiences to travel, that having no rest room facilities in Oysterville is a problem, and that lighting the stage area in the church for an evening performance is an issue. (The fact that there is a sani-can behind the church and that we managed the lighting last year were not of sufficient weight to sway the group.)

Perhaps the over-riding reason for the Fort Columbia venue was that PAPA (Peninsula Association of Performing Artists) has been our stalwart and generous sponsor from the beginning. They now have a contractual agreement with Fort Columbia for the use of their theater and would very much like to present “Shoalwater Shenanigans” there.

So, it looks like we’ll be doing two matinees – one in Oysterville on Saturday, November 17th and one at Fort Columbia on Sunday, November 18th. That, of course, will necessitate a rehearsal at Fort Columbia which, as I understand it, will have some staging and blocking problems to work out.

I have every confidence that our director and cast will be up to any and all challenges. Now, if I can only get to a 10 on these lines…

 

An Oysterville Moment

Monday, July 9th, 2012

One of the popular features of our summer Music Vespers programs here each summer Sunday is the five minute welcome toward the beginning that has come to be called the ‘Oysterville Moment.’  It was begun by my mother when she and dad started the first vespers series back in 1978 and, at first, it was just a time to introduce the minister and other participants.

Gradually, the introduction seguéd into an opportunity to share a fact or two about the historic church, or the community, or an amusing story from the past.  When I stepped into my mother’s shoes – by rights it should have been into one of her trademark hats! – I continued the tradition.  I am now intent on involving other Oystervillians and yesterday it was Tucker Wachsmuth’s turn.

He talked about golf – golf then and golf now. Currently, the golf rage in Oysterville (at least among Tucker’s family and friends) is Whiffle Golf, sometimes called “Oysterville Golf.”  It’s a game that Tucker invented years ago and involves hand-fashioned clubs (which he had for show-and-tell)  and, of course, a whiffle ball.

The historic part of Tucker’s golf talk involved the story of my Uncle Willard and “The Only Golf Links on the North Beach Peninsula,” or so Willard’s 1922 sign claimed.  At that time Willard was eleven and he involved all the boys in Oysterville in his new-found passion.  They fashioned their golf balls from tin cans, hammering them into some semblance of proper shape and size, and they whittled their clubs from alder branches that had just the right shape at the crotch.

Tucker missed his calling!  He’d have made a great teacher.  Not only did he have samples of the Whiffle Golf equipment, but he had actually brought a facsimile of Willard’s old golf ball, hammered to size (“not so easy”) from a tin can.  And, for those who might be interested, he offered to teach them the rudiments of Whiffle Golf at the conclusion of vespers.

I don’t know if anyone took him up on that offer.  If so, they experienced a for-sure, in-real-time Oysterville Moment!

Live long and…

Sunday, June 10th, 2012

Louise Espy, my uncle Willard’s wife, outlived him by twelve years.  She died last November in New York not far from where she had been born and had lived for most of her ninety-two years,   Her children, Johnny and Penny, kept us informed about her memorial service  which was held at the prestigious Century Association and Penny, a teacher, said that in the summer she would bring Louise’s ashes to Oysterville for burial in the family plot.

And now it’s almost summer.  Plans are being made for early August and, as it looks now, there will be a simple graveside service followed by a reception here at the house.  Since Penny was not really involved with the Oysterville side of Louise’s life, I’ve offered to make all of the necessary arrangements.

I woke up thinking about who will come and how to let them know.  When my father died at age 82, he was still a vital member of the community.  Friends and colleagues and relatives crowded the Oysterville Church and overflowed out into the churchyard to listen to the service over the PA system.

By the time my mother died seventeen years later at the venerable age of ninety-seven, she had been out of the limelight for a number of years and had outlived most of her friends.  The church was not quite full even though, in comparison to dad, she had been the ‘people person’ and the ‘social butterfly.’

The problem is compounded a bit with Louise.  Although she and Willard spent months at a time over a twenty year period in their Red Cottage in Oysterville, they weren’t full-timers.  And, although Louise continued to visit Oysterville as long as she was able after Willard’s death, her circle of friends had diminished considerably by her last visit in 2008.

So… how to properly honor Louise and provide a warm reception for Penny?  I know some of the folks who might like to come and I will contact them directly.  But for the others whose lives Louise touched over the years, I shall rely on the age-old standard way of announcing an event – the newspaper.  And, of course, by  our ever-reliable “Peninsula Telegraph,” word-of-mouth.

To paraphrase my shirttail cousin, Father Tom Williams: “It’s the least we can do; it’s the most we can do; it’s all we can do.”